So today's my birthday! Apr. 12, a thursday. I asked mom what I was getting for my bday and she said, "Isn't getting out of the hospital enough? Alex laughed at the thought of it and all I could do was frown. I honestly didn't want anything for my birthday. I guess I wasn't in need of it but I did miss one thing or rather one person, Nick. It's been about a week since I got out of the hospital, almost two months of Nick being in coma. We kind of started dancing but its just not the same without Nick. My only birthday gift for today is going to see Nick for a while. I have a lot to tell him. Nick has been my best bro since the beginning. We check out girls all the time, dancing is our passion, we do crazy things together and it tore me apart knowing that he's half dead!! I received a text from Alex saying she's going to meet me at the hospital. My mom tells me she'll pick me up at 8, the time the visits are over. It's 5:30 so I guess I have lots of time. As I walk in, I ask t! he lady at the front desk for Nick Mara's room. As I walk, I'm wondering how he looks. I'm terrified to find out. My mom told me he looks really pale, as if he was actually dead. I try erasing my thoughts and slowly walk in. I don't know why but everytime I walk in, I imagine him saying, "Hey Bro! Looking good! Any lady?" or "Nice to see you agian bro! Watcha need?" always assuming I need something. Yet, everytime I walk in, there's no words. Only the sounds of the hospital machines and different
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